I was shaking like crazy. The epidural was nothing. My nerves were worse than any needle. Lol
Landon was able to be in the room with me the whole time. He could see everything but I couldn't see anything. He was so worried about me but because I couldn't see anything.
When they tried to take her out by literally pulling her out of me- she wouldn't come! Lol She sucked back into my stomach. They had to pull a couple times to finally get her out. Once she was out, I told Landon to go with her but he was afraid to leave me. My epidural was not very strong and I was starting to feel more and more things. Because I was able to feel more, my body starting reacting even more with intense shakes.
Landon finally left my side when he heard McKenna crying. As soon as he spoke to her and said her name, she stopped crying. Landon stayed with her every second after she was born while I was getting closed up.
Landon brought her over to me to meet her. It was love at first sight. Because I was shaking so much I couldn't hold her, I could only look at her while Landon held her.
I had some blood clotting and then started loosing a lot of blood during the c section. By the time I was sown up I was in a lot of pain.
Meanwhile, Landon convinced the staff to let me breast feed McKenna in the recovery room which is against hospital polices. I was so grateful!
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